Typing dehavu

Ohkay I am gonna try a crazy thing here never attempted before i.e. typing whatever I am thinking while I am typing, so lets start :

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man.man what are you doin..get back to ytour thesis (audible guilt pang)..i think i should be able to get the literature review done in about 2 months or so..fuck what are they showin on MTV..this worlds gonna go the dogs..YO MAMMA..what kind of a show is that..fuck it(flip channel)phew..elisha cuthbert is hot..fuckin shit..holy cow..holy shit I am moving to canada..oh wait this is like a typing dejavu..i mean i wrote something even before i thought about it!holy cow..yawn, fuck someone must be real bored if they reached till here..holy cow..ohkay I am bored..typing dejavu..btw, why is dejavy not said like dehavu,...whatever whoda**** cares..atleast I discovered "typing dehavu" today..fuck, I am good!

Tommorow I am gonna run as if there's no tommorow, tommorow I am gonna get up take a shower, put on my running shoes and run..its been a freaking one month since I did that and I feel bad to my bones..I am gonna get up early and run. Thats my anthem for the week to get me going. BTW, I shot a +43 in golf today playing 9-hole..man do I suck or wat..its the 2nd and the 3rd shot thats fucking me up..This game is tohtally difficult to have control..hats off Vijay singh, Tiger woods..dunno how you guys do it. The only saving grace was that I did better than I did last time, improved by 6 shots but hey i think it'd take me atleast 50 games to get to +10-15. My eyes are sleepy and the golf course has taken its toll..I am off to bed! tah tah

Of past and past tenses

So, I've been reconnecting with lost friends this week..and I am amazed at how often one can suddenly forget about all the people they've come across in life..I did!! So after months, I got on to my MSN and Yahoo and all the other chatormanics..fished out phone numbers and gave them all a call or a ola..it sure was amazing listening to those voices and living some times in your life all over again..great to know that everybody's doing awesome...but sadly everybody in India seems to be almost always busy with life, or getting from one place to another..there's no fucking way in hell I am ever spending so much time in daily travel..I mean what'll happen to my music and all the silly things I do if I spend 2 hours stuck in traffic daily!

Lo, I digress, nyways..so I called up an old flame yesterday just to say hi, and ended up talking for more than an hour..Its been close to 4 years now since we went our ways and 2 since we talked..but well she seems just the same..glad that she's doing awesome! called up my best friend in bbay and she seems like she's finding her foothold too, getting the hang of the demon bbay can be. Talking to people back home reminds me of how much I've changed since I've come here, how I used to be and the things I used to do so very differently. My music's changed, my keyboard playing has been the greatest plus..something that I would'ntve been able to pick up in India. Though my effort to find myself still continues..I am really fucked up you know, so it takes time!:-)..nyways I think I;ll call it a night and write some more sometime later..maybe tommorow. I think I am gonna make it a habit to write something down everynight..helps when you go through them a year later..tah tah!